Hi all, yes the blog putters on. Most of this puttering is due to Jeff, so thank him when you see him! I write this post from the North East Kingdom. I’m back in Vermont for 2 weeks! The weather is cool and the nights are cooler! no more 100deg Days! Here’s a funny video of Vermont or the 802… if you will. Take a gander click here! On that note I want to talk about my title, Going Home?. To adequately talk about this I must invite you to travel back in time. Last Christmas I came home for a week or so. I was accosted by a bitter truth, and this revelation lead me to a week long depression and melancholies. I came home and realized that my home had left without me. My Friends I knew and loved had moved on with there lives just as I had done over the past year. I felt oddly astray in my own house as my old room had been filled by another, my possessions commandeered. Home just didn’t feel like home.I felt like an outsider. It pained me, the inside joke that i once had been a part of were replace with new friends and new jokes. The closeness I felt with friends had grown to a distance. It took me a while to understand and remedy the feelings I felt.
We should now climb back into the time machine jump to a few days ago. In Terminal B of Charlotte International Airport. I came to this conclusion: Home was not Home for me anymore. My real home was in Auburn where I lived and Springfield Vt was no longer where I belonged. I had to remind myself that when I returned to Vt I was not gonig home but rather visiting family and friends! This realization helped me get over this speed bump that i guess most college students have to conquer. There will come a point when Home is not Home any more. And So as i get to the end of this post and quickly realize that there is no real point to this. So all I have to say is that when you get to this point in your life, and yes, you will get to this point. You must take it in stride and realize that it is not the end of the world nor something that you should waist time depressed over. Its just life and its you growing up.
And on a totally different subject, I just watched Madea Goes to Prison, and it wasn’t very good.
Also my dog has horrid gas right now, so I’m going to finish this sentience and leave the area.
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